i am the captain of this ship - eyes, eyelids and kissing lips.

I am feeling intensely today

Everything

From the super secret scary feelings, to the very average

It all feels so... feel-y.

The problem with being a little crazy is that sometimes emotions

even the most simple

are just overwhelming.

The problem with growing older is that you start running out of excuses to behave erratically. 

and it feels like no matter what i do

the world keeps spinning just a little faster

than i can take.